Yep it's me again. I think I want to die now. I've had my share of this life, and now I'm tired of it all. I may as well be in a coma and eating through a feeding tube. Because I'm not good for any thing. All I do is sit at my computer all day, and eat. I have become very reclusive, I do not go out much at all. Even going to my see my therapist is a pain for me. A job and social life is like way too much for me now. I will never escape from this torment called depression. I really need to just end my existence now, I'm like apathetic and it sucks cause emotion gives people power. When I speak to people they always tell me the same old thing and it only makes me feel worse. Go do what your told, get a job , get laid, get some friends. I am unable to do these things.