When enough is enough? In the last 4 months, Ive lost my fiance to a motorcycle accident, my moms dying in a hospital and thanks to a failed suicide attempt 2 weeks ago my kids hate me!! Ive gotten rid of friends and family, im completely alone, which is a good thing I think. I just lost my job a week ago and slept in my car (due to my electric being turned off) in the woods for 4 days just so i would not to be found, due to a so called friend calling the police on me for being suicidal. Is it wrong to just want to be left alone. It is my life right? Am I going crazy from this all the time thought?