At this point I really do not even know what to say. I stay to myself and let few in because I don't feel worth anyone's time, but enough is enough. If something doesn't go the way you would like, go ahead and blame me. Seems like you do anyway. Can't you for once look at yourself and realize maybe the blame lies within? But no. That would mean having to take responsibility for yourself and your own actions. Easier to place the blame elsewhere than own up to it. Fine. I'll be the scapegoat. Just leave everyone else alone. I won't be around much longer anyway. So go ahead. It doesn't matter anyway.