I don't even know why I'm posting this. Or what it is that is making me feel so guilty. I've been cutting so much that I'm running out of places to cut where people won't see. I can't have anyone know, but I don't want to stop. But on to the good news. My mom and sister are out for the day and I've been able to find my medication. She hides it from me, but I've found it! I'm really thinking of whether I should do it or not. Last time it didn't work, but last time I didn't have as much and my mom got home and kept me awake. I know she won't be home for hours tonight, but can an OD work that fast? I don't want to do it and survive, it HAS to work. I don't know... Love how it puts that icon when I didn't select it.