for those that havent heard,my boyfriend/fiance left me 2 weeks ago. we were engaged for like 7months. and today,he contacted me. i thought he was gonna say sorry,and take me back. but all he could say was how much he hated me.:sad: and that he was hungover,and that i was a bitch.blah blah blah. i seriously hate him. andd i never hate people. but,i hate him. my whole body is filled with anger. i wish he was dead. i dont even care anymore.i loved him. i gave him everything.my heart and god..i cant believe him. has the nerve to say i was terrible. i feel like complete shit. i feel like every man is gonna take advantage of me. they all have! am i that vunerable? i fucking hate it. i just dont want to be here. just because then i wont have to deal with any of this kind of mess,and being heartbroken. i feel like continuing to go on is pointless. i feel like, im just some whore. which if i continue to keep going,is probably all i'll turn out to be to anyone anyway. i just cant stop crying.and i need to let it go,but it just hurts. its painful that every man,i've been with says the same things. so tell me...what is wrong with me? am i worth living? this is absurd.