Epic fail

I survived. Not sure if its a good or bad thing. The casino rent-a-cop called the real cops on me and they came and got me down and shipped me off in an EMT because i told them about my self harm from earlier in the day.

So they patched me up on the way to the emergency room.... Which i escaped from and ended up being forced to go back to by my concerned parents who "just wanted to physically see me and make sure i was okay" and the lovely police that threatened to arrest them for obstructing justice or some bullsh*t.

When i got back to the ER they had me restrained and gave me hospital gowns to wear, and pants too thankfully.... All so i wouldn't run again. The next day they took me to a psych ward where i only stayed for 11 days, my treatment took a turn for the better thankfully.

And now i sit here typing to you fine people and listening to my MUSIC!!!!! I missed music. Living isnt all so bad i guess.

 

Glad you are with us and got the care you needed..enjoy your music and please continue to let us know how you are doing

 

Im very glad you are still with us im sorry that all that happened to you ! i hope that you continue to feel better and that your parents are of support. Love n hugs !

 

Music is something I missed from my depression, I just couldnt listen to it, wqas nearly 2 years of not listening to it. and I now still have periods of time when i cant listen, and then after its like a drug. Its great, :smile:
Or if you were refering to not having in the ward, wards SUCK ASS. i hated when i was in the ward, just wanted my own bed.
I am glad you are still with us, I am glad you are safe. :arms: rememebr us when you need help again

 

Ty all its nice to hear someone is happy about me failing epicly. Although i am kinda happy because it was the day before my brothers birthday.

@wheresmysheep i will try to remember SF when i'm down. When i'm at my lowest i'll get on and try to post but usually am too apathetic to say anything. Go figure lol.

 

Ah, the music! I've missed it too.

 

Lol i had to sing to myself in the hospital... And i dont sing well >.< i'm real good with lyrics though so at least its not humming.