Hi. I'm Daniel and im new to this site and i'd kinda like to vent a little and hopefully you guys have some answers i'm looking for. Every day i'm fighting a constant battle in my head. Its like every time i have to make a decision, in my head there is a voice saying do it, you'll be fine. But there is another voice telling me not to. Don't do it, it stupid, it will make you look like you don't know what you're doing, you'll look stupid, etc. I can't escape this "voice". Its driving me insane. Is there something messed up in there? Like a disorder? Next point, I can't trust anyone. I'm terrified of my parents. I always think they're out to get me or they hate me. Same with people, i have grown away from my old friends and now i'm really alone. I feel safer by myself, but long for a friend. Finally, i've really been depressed over the past few weeks. I don't really see a point of going on anymore. I'm starting to be angry all the time and want people to go away. My mind is making up terrible thoughts of what i could do to people even though i really don't want to hurt anyone. Death sounds kinda exciting honestly and i don't really see myself living to be old. I feel like i'm going to die young. Either by accident or me losing my mind. The only reason i see i should go on is because the La State track meet is in a few weeks and that sounds fun. I'm just looking for answers to whats wrong with me. Thanks anyone who read.