err...very...suicidal (triggering?)

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by GhostOfYou, Apr 8, 2007.

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  1. GhostOfYou

    GhostOfYou Well-Known Member


    alright, I'm feeling...very...very...suicidal right now

    I just want to cut so so deep to see so much blood.
    I just want to take hundreds and hundreds of pills.

    Nothing's here to stop me, my parents arn't home, only my brothers and sisters and like no one's online.

    I'm alone...and...so close...

    :sad: help?
     
  2. Cheryl

    Cheryl Well-Known Member

    I'm here online...I'm ready to talk to you...please, let's talk. You can PM me if you'd like.

    Cheryl
     
  3. Cheryl

    Cheryl Well-Known Member

    I care! And, I'm here if you want to talk. I understand that the feelings are quite strong and thoughts unrelenting. But, let me tell you that you can overcome those thoughts and feelings. You don't have to yield to them. Let's talk. You talk. I'll listen without judgment. Give me a chance. Give yourself a chance. Please.

    Cheryl
     
  4. GhostOfYou

    GhostOfYou Well-Known Member

    mmk..but Idk what to say
    :sad:
     
  5. Cheryl

    Cheryl Well-Known Member

    its okay...no problem...say whatever the hey you want to say or not say...

    just know that i'm here to listen.
     
  6. GhostOfYou

    GhostOfYou Well-Known Member

    mm alright..well...I don't know why I feel like this. I've been depressed for awile, yeah, but today wasn't even too bad. :sad: but still I feel...so bad inside..
    Why can't I just die? :sad:
    All the other times I've tried havn't worked.
    I...can't deal with life...I think I should go...
     
  7. Cheryl

    Cheryl Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry that you are hurting so badly! Do you have any idea why you're feeling so bad inside?
     
  8. Cheryl

    Cheryl Well-Known Member

    Are you receiving treatment with meds/therapy?
     
  9. ybt

    ybt Guest

    ghost??
     
  10. Cheryl

    Cheryl Well-Known Member

    ghost,

    I hope you're okay! I know life is hard and sometimes extremely difficult...but know that you're not alone. We care about what you feel and what's happening on the inside of you. I hope that your tomorrow will be brighter than today!
    Wishing you grace and peace.

    cheryl
     
  11. Erebos

    Erebos Well-Known Member

    I hope you are ok.
     
  12. well, shes online on msn, so she is still alive...
     
  13. GhostOfYou

    GhostOfYou Well-Known Member

    Mm sorry, I had to go last night, my mom came home from the ER and I'm not supposed to be on that late.

    But thanks guys. Thanks for being there for me and understanding.

    I'm not reciving treatment, infact, I'm not seeing anyone about it and my mom doesn't know a thing. My dad knows because he found this accoutn once and another online forum I was on, but doesn't give a shit and couldn't care less and my mom's too busy to notice a thing.

    Err...today wasn't worse.

    But now I just feel numb. So numb, and that's...such a bad feeling :sad:
    and last time I felt this numb, I..fucked up pretty bad...

    Alright I'm sorry
     
  14. Darken

    Darken Well-Known Member

    *hug* *pat* I know how you feel, im always online if you want to talk to some one.
     
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