I don't know how to deal with my thoughts of wanting to leave this earth, I wish there was a shut down button
I could just press and be gone ! I am struggling to come to terms with my stupidity as 4 years ago I was told
I had glaucoma and needed treatment but I was in the process of moving abroad and so did nothing about,
my eyesight was perfect for 4 years, suddenly overnight I've now lost vision ! It has turned my world upside down..
All the things I enjoyed doing which need perfect sight has been destroyed...nothing can be done for my lost vision..
I see constant lights and shapes in my vision in bizzerre creatures my damaged vision conjures up ! And this is all because
I ignored my diagnosis of a sight loss disease...It has really affected my marriage as I can't really drive anymore and my
wife loves traveling!
I can't sleep at night with the guilt I feel that I am responsible for damaging my sight..I can't face years and years of struggling with this
guilt....and my wife needs a fully fit functional man and I'm not that anymore...
I just want to escape this now horrible life !
I could just press and be gone ! I am struggling to come to terms with my stupidity as 4 years ago I was told
I had glaucoma and needed treatment but I was in the process of moving abroad and so did nothing about,
my eyesight was perfect for 4 years, suddenly overnight I've now lost vision ! It has turned my world upside down..
All the things I enjoyed doing which need perfect sight has been destroyed...nothing can be done for my lost vision..
I see constant lights and shapes in my vision in bizzerre creatures my damaged vision conjures up ! And this is all because
I ignored my diagnosis of a sight loss disease...It has really affected my marriage as I can't really drive anymore and my
wife loves traveling!
I can't sleep at night with the guilt I feel that I am responsible for damaging my sight..I can't face years and years of struggling with this
guilt....and my wife needs a fully fit functional man and I'm not that anymore...
I just want to escape this now horrible life !