I managed to get an appointment with (Business Name) Psychiatry this coming Tuesday. My understanding is that their team consists of 2 male and 2 female psychiatrists. I have been told to meet with them at 9am in the morning and plan on about a 2 hour evaluation meeting. I was told that I will spend about 20-30 minutes with each Dr. and this will help them and me determine if they are right for me and if I am comfortable with them. I have begun to do my own research on these 4 Dr's. They are all Board Certified by the American Board of Psychiatry and Neurology. 1 male and 1 female are specifically trained in P.T.S.D. and adolescent trauma. The other 2 treat generally psychiatric disorders. I am kind of freaking out and trying to come up with an excuse to cancel the appointment. I shouldn't be actively seeking an excuse to get out of this. My O.C.D. is confused right now. Normally when I start something I have to finish it or I feel like I have been hollowed out. I have one side of me who is trying to seek help, and the other side which is trying to run from it; both of them are being driven by an overwhelming urge to complete their task. Does this mental struggle make any sense? Does it seem normal to have an evaluation meeting like this?