19/M I have Borderline Personality Disorder, General Anxiety Disorder, Depression, And frequently feel like I could punch through a wall or worse. I've been to the ER 2 times in 3 weeks. I feel like I really am going insane. I have been in counseling for over 8 years. Over 9 different doctors of all kinds. Without fail I get to a point where my doctor will say something to the effect of, "We get to this point in every session, we're not getting anywhere." Or "Well, I can't help you it's beyond me." I am SICK of this. NOBODY knows how much hell I'm in! I have been to almost every doctor in my town. The reason they can say such things is that I am not fit for an inpatient program. But I'm unable to care about anything anymore, be it as simple as combing my hair, or even eating. I just don't give a damn. The thing is, I understand that people care for me, but they can't do ANYTHING. And they know that too. Yet, I care for others. I feel like there is no help for me. One hour once a week is NOT enough! In fact, it make it worse. There is no inpatient treatment for BPD anywhere near here, nor could I afford it. I don't really expect help from a forum of all places, maybe I'm just venting. Sorry.