Well, I come looking for support, and I get an emotional beatdown. I have beeen through a lot lately, and you guys just want to single me out and be mean to me! I already have a lot of problems. Haven't I already had enough pain in my life? I came here for support, not to be ganged up on and made to look ridiculous. Now, you guys are just trying to hurt me! You just want to be as mean as possible! Thanks for making me feel like shit you evil people. I never did anything wrong, and you people have come together to be cruel to me. I just wanted to come back online so I could say hello to some friends, and I wanted to express myself -- and I did it in the "express yourself forum" and you're all being jerks. So I'll leave. Fine. I'll never come back. I guess even a suicideforum can be an elitist club for jerks who don't want to let anyone else in. I'll be fine on my own. I have support from REAL friends, not people like you who just pretend to be friends. I guess you jerks finally got your wish and I'll never come back here. Jerks.