Even though I don't want to go on anymore

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by sadhart, Nov 16, 2013.

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  1. sadhart

    sadhart Well-Known Member

    I applied for a job. I have an appointment next week. I actually worked this job last year....it's a holiday job. If I don't get it though, I'm going through with it, because I do not want to deal with relatives for thanksgiving, and more importantly, I am just sick of life and waking up to emotional pain every day.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I do hope you get the job then good luck to you
     
  3. NYJmpMaster

    NYJmpMaster Have a question? Message Me Staff Member Forum Owner ADMIN

    I hope you get the job - even if it is just a way to get out of house for a few hours a week any change can be good.... good luck.
     
  4. sadhart

    sadhart Well-Known Member

    Thank you. Aside from the one job I have an appointment for, I applied for two others. I really don't know why though....maybe it's some auto instinct in me that in some very small way wants to live. All I want is for the pain to stop.
     
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Iunderstand i do i also have been applying for jobs not knowing if i can even do them i think to keep the pain away abit hugs toyou
     
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