Hey everyone. So there were these two parties I went to. One was a month ago, the other was last weekend. I did consume a few alcoholic beverages which in turn lead to me being intoxicated. By the end of the night I was acting like someone that I'm not (like most girls act when they get drunk). The next morning I wake up extremely disturbed and feeling violated even though I chose to act that way. Then I start feeling disgusted with myself and even hating myself and the people involved. I start having flashbacks of the events which makes me spiral into depression. I've even considered harming myself because I can deal with the shame, anxiety, and flashbacks anymore. I know this is like a typical college situation and most people regret things the next day. But I feel like this is so serious. I cat even function the next day. Crying uncontrollably, avoiding people, anxiety attacks, self harming, ect. Anyone experience something remotely close to this? Anything? Please, just tell me I'm not the only one that's obsessing over my idiotic mistakes. Thanks guys. Much love.