I've had very bad luck when dating people, because usually i never get a second date. The few times i did, it all ended up going nowhere cause the other person simply didnt care about me anymore.
They either block me or simply dont talk to me anymore afterwards, even if they said they liked me, or wanted to see me again sometime, or were starting to feel something for me.
At first it hurt me really deep because, you know, who doesnt like the idea of finding a special someone who loves you and wants to spend their time with you? Well, appaprently life's been pretty clear with me and has showed me that no one can love me. I've accepted that after many, many tears and heartbroken phases. I know im not the perfect person or anything, but i used to think that i was not "that bad" for people to simply dump me after telling me they liked or loved me.
Maybe its's actually me, and i simply have nothing of value to offer, or im simply worthless and people notice it right away, but never have the guts to tell that to my face.
Today i simply feel like no one can love me at all, so i quit dating and refused to get involved in a more personal aspect with someone, cause i fear they will dump me or lie to me in the end.
They either block me or simply dont talk to me anymore afterwards, even if they said they liked me, or wanted to see me again sometime, or were starting to feel something for me.
At first it hurt me really deep because, you know, who doesnt like the idea of finding a special someone who loves you and wants to spend their time with you? Well, appaprently life's been pretty clear with me and has showed me that no one can love me. I've accepted that after many, many tears and heartbroken phases. I know im not the perfect person or anything, but i used to think that i was not "that bad" for people to simply dump me after telling me they liked or loved me.
Maybe its's actually me, and i simply have nothing of value to offer, or im simply worthless and people notice it right away, but never have the guts to tell that to my face.
Today i simply feel like no one can love me at all, so i quit dating and refused to get involved in a more personal aspect with someone, cause i fear they will dump me or lie to me in the end.