I don't really know what's wrong with me anymore. I guess I am depressed, but it feels like there is something else that is just deep-rooted in me.
For the past 1-2 months I have just not wanted to do anything. I feel extremely apathetic about everything. I am unemployed so I don't have to go to work. All I do is sit here. I just feel exhausted all day no matter how long I've slept. I eat maybe 1-2 meals a day if I'm lucky. I feel like I have no interests at all anymore. I don't even watch tv. I rarely speak more than a few words to my family.
When I sleep I try to just sleep for a long as I can. If I wake up I try to fall asleep again. I just keep doing that until I can't possibly fall asleep anymore. By this time it's usually about 3PM in the afternoon. All I do then is mope around the house all day until I fall asleep again.
I know I should be looking for a job, but I just don't. I don't know why, I just don't even bother. I'd rather just not do anything at all. I have absolutely no motivation. I just feel doomed, or hopeless. If I try to think of what my future will be like, it's just black, like there is no future.
If I could just sleep forever I think I would love it.
Has anyone ever felt like this? How did you get over it? I really need some help here. I don't know what to do.
For the past 1-2 months I have just not wanted to do anything. I feel extremely apathetic about everything. I am unemployed so I don't have to go to work. All I do is sit here. I just feel exhausted all day no matter how long I've slept. I eat maybe 1-2 meals a day if I'm lucky. I feel like I have no interests at all anymore. I don't even watch tv. I rarely speak more than a few words to my family.
When I sleep I try to just sleep for a long as I can. If I wake up I try to fall asleep again. I just keep doing that until I can't possibly fall asleep anymore. By this time it's usually about 3PM in the afternoon. All I do then is mope around the house all day until I fall asleep again.
I know I should be looking for a job, but I just don't. I don't know why, I just don't even bother. I'd rather just not do anything at all. I have absolutely no motivation. I just feel doomed, or hopeless. If I try to think of what my future will be like, it's just black, like there is no future.
If I could just sleep forever I think I would love it.
Has anyone ever felt like this? How did you get over it? I really need some help here. I don't know what to do.