Well i am feeling so. This weekend i did my second fuck up on a motorcycle. Drove under the influence and was confronted with it by 2 paramedics, i beated them up. And cops was called, i ended up in jail. And now my motorcycle license is taken away from me. Aswell as 2 years extra til i can get car license. I mean, i had looked forward for car license for years now. And it's only weeks away from me, then this happends... I was totally wasted and wasn't myself when these things occured. My mother thinks i have psychical problems due to this. And trys to get me in a mental disorder hospital. And trying to get me to psychiatrists. I mean, c'mon. Like i ain't suffering enough right now? Anyone felt like this? I am considering to make an end to it all. Anyone got some experience with hanging they would like to share?