Everyday its the same old feeling. Just feel crummy, pathetic and worthless. One way or the other you think about the same things that make you feel down. Just a vicious cycle. I know tomorrow is going to be the same. I know three weeks from now it'll be no different. A year probably won't do me no good. Think working out is exhausting? These feelings are mentally exhausting. How do you cope? How do you stay mentally focused and not derail? I'm just frustrated. What's happiness, really?