...and thought to yourself how fucking ugly you look? I have. I do it everyday, and everyday I hate myself more and more. I look at the reflection and I just hate - non, loathe - everything about it. The hair, the face, the stomach, the arms, the legs. I just feel like I want to take a knife and slice it all off and start over again. I have a problem where, when I get really stressed or depressed, I literally tear my hair out. I have patches all over where the hair is really thin, or where there's no hair at all. And I have horrible eyes. There's nothing sexy or cute about them - they're ugly, like me. I just want to smash the mirror, smash my face and smash my life. I hate it.