I never thought I'd ever find some place like this to talk freely!! And I'm pretty sure none of who I know will pop up here. Well, i just need to fiercely scream and shout, but all i do is just scream silently in my pillow in the middle of the night, and let my skin cry for me with blood spilling out of the slits. I've never felt so angry and so empty at the same time. Why in hell do I have to feel like shit every day. I'm so worthless and no one wants me. Even though a lot of people care, I just don't get why they do, I'm hopeless, and I feel they do this just for pity and because the feel sorry and bad for me? i need no one but myself and even that I cant find... HAD ENOUGH SHIT FOR MY LIFE THIS IS ENOUGH I need to flush my thoughts away.