Sorry, should have a question mark there^. Anyway, REALLY REALLY ALONE. As in: I do not know a single soul on this planet. Then, maybe I could feel that the world has stopped enough for me to get my act and mental state back together, or maybe together for the first time. And then, just perhaps, i could figure myself out a bit. Just a bit would really really help, I'm sure. It seems this world is too small for me. I took a walk today, and i saw many people I knew. yeah, it sounds like this would be a good thing. BUT I WANT TO BE ALONE. Some of them probably think I'm crazy. Well, actually i'm sure one must. Then again, I think I may have photographic memory. Is it normal to remember every time you see someone? Say, someone from work or class, and then if you saw them on a bus, or in a store, would you lock that into your brain forever. Point is I want the world to be full of complete strangers. Is this waht they call baggage? If it is, then I must have loads. I just feel that the everybody is one degree of separation away from everyone else I've ever known. Like the world is claustrophobic. Is it normal for them all to talk about me?