Sometimes I wish I were a girl. It's so much easier to be sensitive, have close connections, be receptive for girls. My strongest qualities would be considered feminine. I told everyone I was bisexual for a long time but I'm kidding myself. I'm not gay or bi. I'm straight. It's just so confusing because I find myself with all these female traits and even wanting to look more feminine because it's how I feel. Like, I wish I could look like the girl in my avatar lol. She's so beautiful and it feels like guys don't have a right to bring beauty into the way they look. I dress in all gray usually and have a beard. I don't know it's just all so confusing. I wish there were less rules.