For the last few years, Ive been wondering my own purpose. I use to be a cheery happy kid, but now, Im 17 years old, my perspective on life has changed completely. I always wonder why am I still around? I dont feel as if I have a purpose and probably never had. This all started as I got older, since I was born with a unique disease...My purpose I thought..Was to grow, thrive and be happy, have a family, fall in love etc. But now, Because of everything mainly including my disease I do have, just seems pointless to me. Because more than likely it will never happen to me now Im just lost, confused and wondering what I should do with the rest of my seemingly pointless life.