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Ever wonder..........................

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Ever wonder how no matter how many good things you try to do, the bad ones stick like shit?
Ever wonder how some people have no conscience?
Ever wonder if there is an eternal damnation?
Ever wonder if Captain Scotts words " I may be gone for sometime" apply to you?

I do.
 

Axiom

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Ever wonder why when you see people hurting that you only talk about yourself and use that person for your own sanity but ignore thier pain?
I worry about that constantly... i hate having people in my life because of this worry,.. but i do my absolute best to never take advantage of anyone.
I just.. :( It's so hard when you love someone and see that you can touch then as much as they can touch you.. but fall apart when you cant touch them anymore and tense up to their touch.
I live in misery,.. i try to find the best in life, but im from a point of misery. Without it i feel disconnected, with it i feel pain.. And it's all so stupid. The worst part is i was right when i was a child. I should be alone, not because i deserve to be alone, I dont deserve that. But because i hurt people, and .. the more life i breathe the more i can share with other people.. but the more i can inadvertantly hurt them. I cant hurt anyone i love anymore. It's bad enough that i am a failure to my parents, who continue to love me. But to find someone whom you can spend your life with? Or even just a real deep personal moment... I get so self absorbed its so difficult to see them. it hurts when i can't .. I respond by shutting down and trying to push them away. Selfish again...

Good wonder. id say,.. just try to remember you're both deserving of happyness, and that you're both enduring your own pains. If you can't see their pain :( Try to see their happyness or potential happyness and bring them a smile. Using people as a source to stimulate your own pain is a no go, ever. Ever.. ever.. :(


erhm,
Ever wonder what's on tv :P idk..
 
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doityourself

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I live in misery,.. i try to find the best in life, but im from a point of misery. Without it i feel disconnected, with it i feel pain.. And it's all so stupid. The worst part is i was right when i was a child. I should be alone, not because i deserve to be alone, I dont deserve that. But because i hurt people, and .. the more life i breathe the more i can share with other people.. but the more i can inadvertantly hurt them. I cant hurt anyone i love anymore. It's bad enough that i am a failure to my parents, who continue to love me. But to find someone whom you can spend your life with? Or even just a real deep personal moment... I get so self absorbed its so difficult to see them. it hurts when i can't .. I respond by shutting down and trying to push them away. Selfish again...
You took away your list before I got the chance to wonder myself, lol.

This paragraph so describes me, I to shut down and seem in a daze. I hate that I hurt others and know that this depression is not only mine but the ones around me to and the guilt of that eats me up.

Thank you for taking the time to post, wanted to say your not alone. Hugs
 

~Shiori~

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If clothes were invented because everyone stood around saying look, look at that and got nothing done?
For the past 4 years we have travelled out west and south to numerous nudist resorts. You can always tell who is a first timer from just the way they sit and how they tend to glance down or try harder to not look but after a day of seeing everyone nude it becomes the norm. After seeing so many "parts" you forget the clothes are not there and start acting as if you and those around you have clothes on.

I think clothes were invented because cavemen were tired of carrying around pelts to lay down on a hot rock before they sit down. At the nudist resorts rule number 1 is bring your towel. The ground gets hot and our behinds are not adept to handling them bare like our feet are.
 

~Shiori~

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Ever wonder why the only fruits that get a new name after being dried are raisins and prunes and everything else is just considered dried _______? So why bother calling raisins, raisins instead of dried grapes?
 
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