Every now and then

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by change, Sep 24, 2010.

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  1. change

    change Member

    Every now and then, a bright and positive thought
    rises to the surface but every time it's outfought
    Outfought by the negativity, that lurks within my mind
    I wish I could get rid of it all, and leave it all behind
    So how am I supposed to live my life, when I'm always so depressed?
    The darkness has consumed me, it never lets me rest
    I want to keep that positive thought, burning long enough
    Long enough for a second chance, so life won't be so damn rough.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    well written hope you can get some meds to help you fight the darkness
  3. icewolf

    icewolf Member

    Ive read some damn poor emo poetry before, but this is awsome.

    Well written. You described it perfectly. No moaning or whining, just honesty.

    My hat off to you sir.
  4. change

    change Member

    Thank you, both of you :smile:

    What I said in the poem is very true - every now and then I do get a positive thought, but it never lasts long enough for me to be able to get on with my life and live life how it should be lived. That positive thought/feeling is extinguished way too quickly, so on the depression goes.
  5. PK71

    PK71 Active Member

    I'm the same....

    Do you think it would be better never to have a positive thought than to have one ony to have it cruelly snuffed out?
  6. change

    change Member

    Kind of, and I see your point but I like that moment of positivity, for that moment I'm at peace, then it's gone and the cloud is over me again.
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