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Every time I drink I wanna die

Anonymous ID

Well-Known Member
I'm an alcoholic, I drink everyday and can't live without it. But every time I drink I want to die. I've been pushing the boundaries between life and death lately. Drinking makes me selfish and forget about the people I would be hurting. The fact I would hurt other people is the reason I don't kill myself but I've been drinking and that seems to matter less to me

Anonymous ID

Well-Known Member
Do you feel like you'd eventually be able to quit drinking? It's a really tough addiction to beat.
Atm drinking feels like something I need to do and in excessive amounts. I really need to do a detox but I will need help. I don't think I'll be able to do it on my own


Recovering Alcoholic
SF Supporter
Drinking cuts off the frontal lobe of the brain from your common sense. I drink a lot too. I have learned not to make any major moves when I am drinking. I just tell myself that and it works. I would suggest cutting down on your drinking, stopping before you get drunk. I do not like getting drunk; can't talk right, can't walk in a straight line, etc., it sucks. Plus if you drive drunk it can be the end of your life as you know it.

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