Every Time I Puke

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by swimmergirl, Jan 8, 2011.

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  1. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    I secretly wish that my heart would give out and I would die. I think that is why I keep doing it.

    I feel so worthless. Why am I still alive??
     
  2. Cheerbear82

    Cheerbear82 Member

    It makes you feel so numb I wish that I could feel emotions other then fear and anxiety.
     
  3. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Try your best to avoid binging and purging. :hug:
     
  4. Cheerbear82

    Cheerbear82 Member

    That is easy to say not so easy to do
     
  5. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Have you started eating better swimmergirl? :hug:
     
  6. Nima

    Nima Well-Known Member

    That sounds so hurtful that everytime you puke you secretly wish your heart would give out. Do you know how your Mother would feel if she found you slumped over on the bathroom floor because you were depriving your brain of the oxygen it needed . You shouldn't wish such a hurtful thing.
     
  7. AnotherFallenStar

    AnotherFallenStar Well-Known Member

    I know exactly how you feel. Sometimes what I start feeling faint, dizzy and my heart feels funny I purposely purge or exercise just so maybe my heart would just give out. Maybe the secret wish of wanting to die is why I've had my eating disorder for so long. Just wanted to let you know you're not alone. :< Take care.
     
  8. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Have you overcome your eating disorder swimmergirl?
     
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