Every where I look

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by diver200, Mar 1, 2008.

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  1. diver200

    diver200 Senior Member

    every where I look I see opportunity. Unfortunately, the opportunities I see are opportunities to end my pain. :sad: Why can't i be happy? I have been blessed with so many things. I don't know why I can't shake the feeling. . .
  2. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    Depression skews everyday perception. It disenchants the good things in life and makes them seem dull, which causes many of us to focus on the bad and become armchair pessimists (this is true of my own experience).

    Welcome to the forum
  3. diver200

    diver200 Senior Member

    I know you are right. I definitely try to keep that in mind. My thoughts are not rationale sometimes, and I know it. I just don't know how to stop. I want to stop so much!!! Thanks for the ear.
  4. nagisa

    nagisa Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF!!!!! :hug:

    If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me!! :smile:
  5. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum. Depression is a fight many of us have to battle in. It is difficult to control and to understand. I am glad you joined so you can receive support from others who may be familiar with the issues you face. Take care and stay safe. :hug:
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    welcome to the forum :welcome:
  7. Rosenrot

    Rosenrot Forum Buddy

    Welcome to SF! :welcome:
  8. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Welcome to the forum :hug:
  9. diver200

    diver200 Senior Member

    Thanks dudes and dudettes, I appreciate the kind words. It just gets so frustrating sometimes. I sometimes feel like wherever I look, i see happy people, but it makes me just more jealous and depressed. It is now so much like a part of me, it is an involuntary reflex!!! Anyways, I am glad to have this forum. I hope it will help me feel less alone............
  10. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    Welcome! you´ll see that you´ll recieve the support you need here^^
  11. BlackPegasus

    BlackPegasus Well-Known Member

  12. diver200

    diver200 Senior Member

    Maybe we should move this thread to suicide forum.

    Lately, I am realizing that I don't need to kill myself.....I'm already dead. My brain and body just haven't got the memo. Now, I'm just waiting for them to get the message.
  13. carol2237

    carol2237 Guest

    Oh Frankiepoo!

    Dont say that, you are still alive ^.^ I am here if you need to talk hun, PM, text, call, MSN, AIM, Skype, you name it, you can reach me anytime of day or night *huggles that Frank*

  14. Casey.

    Casey. Well-Known Member

    I read the last post, once, and then again, and then once more.

    i want to say something inspirational, to help.
    But i feel the same.
  15. Dubstepper

    Dubstepper Staff Alumni

    Can I Mention What I've Picked Up From The World As Of Late... Opportunities For Suicide Can Also Become Opportunities For Pride. Look At Those Who Are Happy. Then Tell That Small Part That's Holding On, Soon, But Not Soon Enough, I'll Laugh About What They're Laughing About. Force A Laugh. Think Of Something A Buddy Did. He Tripped Over His Shoes That Are One Size Too Big And Got Mayo On That Shirt He Loved.
  16. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Sometimes I feel like I'm already dead, walking around in a living body. It's a scary feeling and so disorienting. Feel like I'm 'floating', not firmly grounded. I hope that both of us can achieve some measure of relief from our crippling depression.:hug:
  17. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    welcome :welcome:
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