Every where I look

[diver200]

every where I look I see opportunity. Unfortunately, the opportunities I see are opportunities to end my pain. :sad: Why can't i be happy? I have been blessed with so many things. I don't know why I can't shake the feeling. . .

 

[Lead Savior]

Depression skews everyday perception. It disenchants the good things in life and makes them seem dull, which causes many of us to focus on the bad and become armchair pessimists (this is true of my own experience).

Welcome to the forum

 

[diver200]

I know you are right. I definitely try to keep that in mind. My thoughts are not rationale sometimes, and I know it. I just don't know how to stop. I want to stop so much!!! Thanks for the ear.

 

[nagisa]

Welcome to SF!!!!! :hug:

If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me!! :smile:

 

[gentlelady]

:welcome: to the forum. Depression is a fight many of us have to battle in. It is difficult to control and to understand. I am glad you joined so you can receive support from others who may be familiar with the issues you face. Take care and stay safe. :hug:

 

[Petal]

welcome to the forum :welcome:

 

[Rosenrot]

Welcome to SF! :welcome:

 

[*dilligaf*]

Welcome to the forum :hug:

 

[diver200]

Thanks dudes and dudettes, I appreciate the kind words. It just gets so frustrating sometimes. I sometimes feel like wherever I look, i see happy people, but it makes me just more jealous and depressed. It is now so much like a part of me, it is an involuntary reflex!!! Anyways, I am glad to have this forum. I hope it will help me feel less alone............

 

[jane doe]

Welcome! you´ll see that you´ll recieve the support you need here^^

 

[BlackPegasus]

Welcome!

 

[diver200]

Maybe we should move this thread to suicide forum.

Lately, I am realizing that I don't need to kill myself.....I'm already dead. My brain and body just haven't got the memo. Now, I'm just waiting for them to get the message.

 

[carol2237]

Oh Frankiepoo!

Dont say that, you are still alive ^.^ I am here if you need to talk hun, PM, text, call, MSN, AIM, Skype, you name it, you can reach me anytime of day or night gles that Frank*

Caroline

 

[Casey.]

Frank..
I read the last post, once, and then again, and then once more.


i want to say something inspirational, to help.
But i feel the same.
:hug:
<3

 

[Dubstepper]

Can I Mention What I've Picked Up From The World As Of Late... Opportunities For Suicide Can Also Become Opportunities For Pride. Look At Those Who Are Happy. Then Tell That Small Part That's Holding On, Soon, But Not Soon Enough, I'll Laugh About What They're Laughing About. Force A Laugh. Think Of Something A Buddy Did. He Tripped Over His Shoes That Are One Size Too Big And Got Mayo On That Shirt He Loved.

 

[theleastofthese]

Sometimes I feel like I'm already dead, walking around in a living body. It's a scary feeling and so disorienting. Feel like I'm 'floating', not firmly grounded. I hope that both of us can achieve some measure of relief from our crippling depression.:hug:

 

[Petal]

welcome :welcome: