Well, every woman that I am attracted to. It's worse when they are in a relationship, but single women do it to. They're depressing. Reminders of every relationship I'll never have. It'd be easier to bear if I was apathetic. But I can't help it, the desire is there and it's not leaving. I try to introduce myself and or make a joke or something, and always I come off like an ass. The worst are women that I can tell are attracted to me. Or who I imagine are attracted to me -- it's hard to know what is a real signal and what isn't. But in any case, I think that they are. And always there is that immediate nervousness and self-consciousness. Naturally, their attraction doesn't last too long. A few minutes at the most and they're either bored with me or think I'm a creep. Somehow I get worse as I get older. I'm more cowardly and antisocial than ever. I only want to hide someplace where I'll never see or talk to another woman again. Because seeing them or talking to them does me no good. I walk away from one of those encounters and wish i had a gun to stick in my mouth, every time.