every word........

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by hmmm, Jan 8, 2011.

  1. hmmm

    hmmm Member

    ..., every word you say to me leaves me with anxiety. im left wondering when it'll stop, but deep down i know ill have to live with this forever. i blaimed myself for the things you said, but i never did a thing to you. does putting me down make you feel good inside or make you feel like a women? i hope it does because your just making yourself a messed up mom. when i have kids of my own i wont hurt them they way you hurt me, i wont make them feel the way you make me feel everyday. i thought you were sober when you told me "sorry, i love you...", i could tell it in your voice, but apperantly you tricked me. i know i have to be careful now....
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hugs You take care of you okay don't let those words stay let them go right threw you I hope you can get out of that toxic environment soon and find a place of your own safe hugs If it gets bad call crisis line okay and talk someone the will give your resouces you can call to help you