I only see and talk to my girlfriend on weekends. (Saturdays only usually.) My ONLY local friend moved away, and my other distant friend has a busy life.* Soon my girlfriends leaving for college. I'm a homeschool drop out. I don't know what to do, I'm not as smart as the people who go out there toget their GED's and go to colleges. I haven't taken the constitution test yet, and I don't know a lot about history or politics. I'm not progressing at all. It's been about 4 years of nothingness. Online networks with no friends. Video games with no friends. Don't know how to start studying. I don't know anything at all. I just sleep in my room my whole life, only going out to see my girlfriend on Saturdays. I plan on getting my license hopefully this weekend because for the first time she's actually busy this weekend. So I can't see her. What the fucks wrong with my life? Why can't I progress or move? I feel like a patient in a coma in bed, and I'm slowly decaying and aging. I can't commit suicide because I'm too much of a coward to endure the pain and realize there's no coming back to enjoy any hobbies and food and stuff.. (I'm not overweight, I'm very underweight.) Just don't know what to do.