It just seems that everyday and multiple times per day I feel overwhelmed and just want it all to end. My mind is racing but physically I show nothing. I'm angry, sad and upset all at the same time. I want to crush everything that is around me. I fear I'm going to end up hurting someone else one of these times. I was just talking with a friend and now I think I've made her mad again, because I keep messing up my life and she doesn't want me to. So now I feel like crap and have hurt someone else, again. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH dammit, I quit. As soon as I figure out how, I'm done. I'm tired of trying to make people happy, when I never will be.