Firstly i'll tell you about me. I'm 15 and have always exceeded in school work. If you imagine the hardest-working, polite, helpful person you've ever met, i'm better than that. I have plenty of friends but home life is pretty crappy to be honest. My 13-year old sister is allowed to mentally abuse me in front of my parents, my dad is physically abusive and my mum always breaks promises so now i no longer love her and wish she goes to hell for how she has made me feel tonight. I've been having counselling and she's said that both dad and i have to make changes but dad is ignorant and blames everything on me. I've told my parents and counsellor that i've felt suicidal and my parents just laughed and thought i was trying to get my own way. I'm sick of seeing replies on forums saying that people will miss you but they would clearly prefer my non-existance. What am i meant to do now?