I come here and go into the chat room and there are people there, but I guess that they don't want to talk to me. I don't understand why I am so offensive. I don't mean to be. I don't mean to hurt anyone. I feel so alone ,and I try to come to talk about things but it seems like there is never anyone there. Why am I so alone? What is it that I do to make people hate me? I wish that I could be the perfect friend the perfect person...there for everyone. It seems like I am ok and needed when I can help others, but when I need someone...everyone runs. Why is that? I guess it is just people's "nice" way of telling me to go F myself. Jump off a bridge, OD, kill yourself...we don't care. It hurts my feelings to thinkthat I may have ever done this to anyone. I try to be there and to be a friend to ALL in need. Sorry for bothering you. I know that everyone here has their own problems to deal with...I am sorry for adding mine.