I have no true friends. My life is horrible and everyone takes tremendous joy in screwing me over from God on down. I am sick of life. I am sick of trying. No one cares about me. All I was put on this earth to be is the joke that everyone can laugh at and say thank heaven I'm not that pathetic loser. I would just love everyone to feel the pain that I deal with every second. All those people who laugh at me, like all of you, celebrities and all else would hang themselves. I hate this world and everyone in it. No one cares. Everyone is out to get me and I can't stand it anymore. I am so tired of pain. I hate this life. I hate it.