Nobody cares or wants to help me.
Judging by the replies so far, Id say quite a few people care and would like to help you if they can. Having said that, I appreciate your situation.
Whilst Im not necessarily one to talk, life can get better, or so I am told. Its one of the few things we need to try to hold onto. That is
Hope
There are still beautiful things in the world, its just that they are too often covered by veils, that is these beasts and demons that we fight.
'Tis a good fight, so get it off your chest here. Its a relatively safe place for you to get it off your chest, and to my knowledge, by saying what your thinking, your probably not going to get one of those knocks on the doors cos someones freaked out from what youve said, I may be wrong though.
Just my thoughts and ramblings though.
Stay Strong.