My bf of almost a year broke up with me a few months ago for no real reason. All he really said was that I wasn't "the one". Of corse I will never be "the one" because I'm meant to be alone forever with not even friends. My friends and I use to hang out all the time but we haven't hung out much in the last three years. They never want to do anything with me or are always busy. I confronted my one friend of never hanging out and she invited me to go with her and her friends to cedar point with them. I feel this is just out of pity. I really have no friends any more. Then I totally lost my confidence riding. I fell off a horse I really trusted when I was riding bareback. He took off and I fell and got a concussion. I trusted him... He is the reason I'm alive. He got me though so many hard times. I know he's just a horse but he was like a friend and now I feel betrayed. I tried riding him today and just couldn't. I've desided to sell him as much as it hurts. I have nothing left to keep me happy. I was happy because at least I had Jake before but now... He's hurt me. My friend's have pretty much left me as has my ex. What else is left? I can't trust anyone any more. I thought my friends would never leave me I loved them we have been friends sense kindergarten, then my ex he made me believe we would be together forever. And now Jake. The horse who took care of me for so long. I trusted them all completely and now all have broken my trust. I'm hurt. What's left?