I just turned 27 on Wednesday and so I've been thinking about things. One thing I came to realise is that I think I've actually had a girlfriend before except it just didn't include the physical or was "official". I mean, we hung out a lot, did things together, had dinners with just the two of us, watched tv late into the night, told each other things we wouldn't tell anybody else and I took care of her when she was sick or drank too much. There just wasn't anything physical except for the occassional huge. I even had a similar situation with another girl once I lost touch with the first one. I'm just not seen as the romantic bf. I'm the emotional one. The attitude and manners that they want in a guy but just not the looks. It fucking sucks. I feel like a 13 year old boy.