Well, it's happening again. Everything is crashing down on me... I'm 14 yrs old and a male for the record. Um, idk... my mother is being a bitch again, its 3:30 AM, my ankles and knees and other joints have been hurting me for the past week whenever I use them. This happened last year and the doctor said I had reactive arthritis due to strep trhoat (which i also had last year). I was diagnosed w/ strep a few days ago (but i could have had it longer).....you know what? I wanted to explain my whole situation, but its just too much...I just don't konw how much longer I can do this...I honestly now just wish I, I don't even know. Fuck life....fuck everything...my life just has to suck this bad, doesn't it?