this has got to be the worst month of my life... everything is just come on top of me all at once, i just sick of everything going so wrong. the beginning of the month i found out i am being made redundant, so iv got the stress of looking for a job, which s not what i need at all right now. also i am having alot of trouble at home, my parents keep having massive rows and im stuck in the middle. my dad always starts the trouble and threatens to take an overdose, so im always worrying at night, and being scared of waking up to the worst possible outcome. im 18 and i just cant stand living like this anymore.