Everything is falling apart. My so called mate has decided she doesn't want to be there for me which means i don't want t go to tai chi anymore s it wold be awkward. Also it mens all the ppl that wre going to help me move are not going to help now. lso my gf lives the othr side of the wold so i feel so alone and don't thik i can cope. I want all my pain to end it's like everytime i let my guard down someone crushes me even more.