Is wrong, hurts others, hurts me, i hate it, i hate me, i hate everything, life, living... I made many mistakes lately because of not thinking before acting (contrarily to what i usually do) and i think i hurt my T and its killing me more than anything else but have to wait until next session on the 22nd to talk with him. How do i go on meanwhile? How do i get him out of my mind when he's there present for me every second of my day? Saving me? Please, any suggestion to help me waiting during these 13 days left...?