I seem to be attracting a lot of negative people lately, rude people, angry people, spitefull people, they make me feel so sick. Even the positive ones don't seem genuine any more. Everyone is walking around with a slash across their face thats been pushed and moulded into various states of emotion. Sadness, happiness, anger. I stare at the various contortions and wish I could shape mine into something other then this grim wound. I'd like to sew it up, bandage it, then I could draw my emotions on. They wouldn't be real but at least I could go on pretending... that everything is fine.