They told me give up drugs, give up alcohol, give up cigarettes, it will help and make you feel better!!! It hasn't worked!!! Now I have nothing to numb me and my husband won't let me have anything. I feel like I'm going insane. I've been taking extra meds which at least make me drowsy but not that pure relaxed numbness marajuana gives me. Yet my husband is growing it for his friends, so so tempting but can't risk getting caught pinching some. He also says he needs it for his m.s but what about me. I know I sound selfish but it's hell living here!!!!!!!!!