everything is nothing

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by messyflowers, Apr 20, 2009.

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  1. messyflowers

    messyflowers Member

    why do people feel the need to prevent us from killing ourselves? humans have absolutely no purpose or importance whatsoever, we arent here so we can experience good things and have fun, were just here. were just another organism in the long process of the creation and chemical makeup of the universe. for fuck sake the rest of the organisms in the universe could give a shit if we kill ourselves. its just so unfair to make a human being, such as myself, keep living when everything has failed to make them better or happier. it is meaningless torture in a meaningless life. we made up everything about religion and morals, that its bad to kill yourself. why not embrace the fact that someone can let go of their life, something that is so hard for many people. that they can accept that they will not be fixed and will not be helped, so they help themselves. youre your own best friend. i just dont understand why i have to continue living. there are things i love to do, but dying would mean so much more to me. i would be at peace. i would have all of my problems finally put to rest forever. i would never have to cry to the point to where i throw up and pass out only to wake up and still have all of my problems there. i just dont understand why it has to be this way. i am not obligated to anything because we as a human race are figments of our own imagination and create the paths we desire. i want my path to end.
     
  2. Lovecraft

    Lovecraft Well-Known Member

    I agree. I have a right to life, and should be allowed to waive it.
     
  3. seithkein

    seithkein Well-Known Member

    I really liked your post. I agree with you. Everyone should have the right to die whenever they desire.
     
  4. kmjohnson7

    kmjohnson7 Member

    Hey! While I tend to agree with you, I'm hesitant to say you are absolutely correct when we are all on a suicide forum. I think it's important for us to realize that we all have the chance, if we so desire, to kill ourselves. But, if someone feels the need to discuss suicide further, this is a place where one should feel comfortable discussing it. Some people really want to be discussed out of the feeling of suicide. Anyway, good luck with it. :eek:)
     
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    I beleive everyone has there own choice in life and death.. But I also beleive in reincarnation.. So it is a catch 22 for me..There is no guarantees what you might come back as..It could be just about anything..I think that is the biggest reason I am stilll here..Existing not living..I have no life, only one friend outside of the ones I have made here on the forum..My daughter very rarely talks to me.. Her party life is more important to her..I have failed this time around so I know I will come back again until I get it right..I thought being a pacifist and living a humble life was on the right track,WRONG!!! Look where I ended up,and isolationist who is suicidal..WTF!!!
     
  6. darkrider

    darkrider Well-Known Member

    I agree, I want my path to end too. I don't think there's anything else to say.

    I think emotions are what keep us here. In ourselves and from others /possible others in the future.
     
  7. Multiple Man

    Multiple Man Well-Known Member

    You do have a right to die. Noone can really stop you. Of course people close to you will try to prevent you. But you can leave God's prison anytime.
     
  8. messyflowers

    messyflowers Member

    i agree that emotions are what keep us here and attachments to things. it makes us sound kind of selfish actually, i know the only reason i pull around every week is when i go out and party with my friends on the weekend. or skip school and do something crazy like go to the beach on shrooms and hydrocodon and smoke a lot. i mean even though there are things i want to do in life, i just always end up coming back to a point where im so sad i feel like i am dying. its not even from drugs. ive been clean for like 5 months until today and i feel great right now but i know something shitty will happen to me this week and ill be extremely depressed.
     
  9. loudecibels

    loudecibels Member

    I hold to the belief that we're all in this together, if nothing else is surrounding us. As a caring individual, I tend to try and find ways for people to help themselves and not just sit idle and wait for them to commit to an end such as suicide. It's not such an easy thing for me. Call me crazy, but not everyone who decides to end their life UNDERSTANDS the freedom which you speak of. I mean, I'm a fan of life, despite all of its flaws, so I'm just working angles to firstly try and give someone else a different point of view that they might hold close, and secondly, I'm trying to reinstate the belief that I can see other angles on my own, so I don't end up in the grave if I can't see the greener side of the pasture, so to speak.
     
  10. BioHomocide

    BioHomocide Well-Known Member

    Well society is scared of people realizing this. Society is scared and tries it's best to keep us all shackled to it's wall. Feeding us their morals and their laws and truths. Holding us down so they can continue to walk on us, to use to further their agendas. If people stopped taking medications and seeing countless doctors for diseases then insurance companies and hospitals will lose business. All we have become is sheep to our herders. They control the way we live and they try their best to control the way we think. It's so sad that even regular people like myself think it their right and duty to enlighten me when I could give a shit about the lies they spew from their God fearing mouths. All they can do is force us to live in fear, whether it be laws or Gods, they will keep us down. The minority held back by the majority. Life controlled by dollar bills. Trapped in cages we pay for.

    When you take everything away we are just animals. At our simplest forms past the arrogance of trying to be the better species we are as scared as animals can become when they are being threatened. Born to die, nothing more.
     
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