I hate everything I want to be strong, I know people have it much worse than me. I am so ashamed of feeling depressed and suicidal. I want to fix it, I want to feel emotions again and have goals. I want to want....to want more than to sleep 15 hours a day. If I had insurance, I could get help. No insurance, no hope. I just want it to stop. (won't be much longer)
IT will stop go to hospital and get stable okay change meds get therapy hun reach out for help like you have done here hugs:hugtackles:
i cannot just go to the hospital, i don't have insurance. if I had insurance, I would go check in. now, if i do, just a large hospital bill to leave my family with. a few months back, i went to a state hospital. it was bad. i just told them I was fine so i could get out. no help at all. here in the US, no insurance, no help.
