everything triggers

i just saw the word peanut butter and now i want to kill myself because i am fat. it happens everyday. yesterday it was icecream. what should i do? i mean, i avoid triggering posts and i try my best not to pay attention to these things...but nothing is working. whatever i do, something creeps out of nowhere to make me feel bad again. :cry: i cant do this anymore. :sad:

 

Fear :sad: Please eat hun and YOU ARE NOT FAT!!!!!

 

i dont think that eating will help at this moment

 

What's up sweetie :sad:

 

everywhere i go and everything that i do ends up triggering me somehow

 

Oh hun do u have a therapist or counsellor u can talk to?

 

no i dont

 

Damn, is there anyway u can get one?

 

that would involve telling my mother

 

Hun telling your mother wouldnt be a bad thing. If I was your mum I'd want to know.

 

i am too scared to tell her

 

Hun she's your mum, not some monster out to get you. I know telling a parent is scarey, but please remember that she is on your side and tho it might seem she's freaking out a bit at the beginning, she'll be the one who will want to help you the most.

 

I agree! :hug: :grouphug:

 

i dont think that i can

 

Then write her a letter sweetie.

 

... :unsure: