everything triggers

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by SmilePretty, Feb 3, 2007.

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  1. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    i just saw the word peanut butter and now i want to kill myself because i am fat. it happens everyday. yesterday it was icecream. what should i do? i mean, i avoid triggering posts and i try my best not to pay attention to these things...but nothing is working. whatever i do, something creeps out of nowhere to make me feel bad again. :cry: i cant do this anymore. :sad:
     
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Fear :sad: Please eat hun and YOU ARE NOT FAT!!!!!
     
  3. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    i dont think that eating will help at this moment
     
  4. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    What's up sweetie :sad:
     
  5. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    everywhere i go and everything that i do ends up triggering me somehow :(
     
  6. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Oh hun do u have a therapist or counsellor u can talk to?
     
  7. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    no i dont
     
  8. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Damn, is there anyway u can get one?
     
  9. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    that would involve telling my mother
     
  10. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun telling your mother wouldnt be a bad thing. If I was your mum I'd want to know.
     
  11. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    i am too scared to tell her
     
  12. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun she's your mum, not some monster out to get you. I know telling a parent is scarey, but please remember that she is on your side and tho it might seem she's freaking out a bit at the beginning, she'll be the one who will want to help you the most.
     
  13. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    I agree! :hug: :grouphug:
     
  14. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    i dont think that i can
     
  15. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Then write her a letter sweetie.
     
  16. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    ... :unsure:
     
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