When someone is suicidal, sometimes people tell him on forums that everything will be ok and the things he's feeling right now are because of depression and they'll be gone. That's a big lie. When were things ok? I'm 25 years old. My life was always pain(there's no point in writing the details). Why would it be any different in the future? Actually it will always get worse because more things happen so more bad memories get in my mind.