I don't really have one reason. Can everything be my reason? I don't know... I thought making an end to it would solve it all, but does it really? I am too scared to do it anyway. Although I know that I shouldn't be scared and just get over with it and I'll be painless forever. I am sorry I don't have a whole story to tell, but if only you knew, I couldn't tell it all in one story. So, there you go, my first and very impulsive post on this forum. But to not make this thread totally pointless, here's a little question: Does making an end to it solve it all? (I can't find an answer to this, maybe it's an answerless question, but do please help me to find it.) Jimmy.