everything's slipping away

[user5671]

Its like im just watching everything in my life slip away 1 by 1. I hear my family telling me to take responsibility and act my age but I just dont care about anything. I have no motivation to do anything. Im watching everything fall apart and I feel no emotion about it. Just feel tired. In a way I guess I want everything to fall apart. I want to only have 1 option left. Maybe then i'll have enough courage to go through with it. Even so, I dont even have enough motivation for that. Man im pathetic.

 

[~Claire]

You're not pathetic User5671 :hug:.

You were motivated enough to post here & sometimes that takes tremendous effort. Has anything caused you to feel the way you are feeling?

I'm not in the best place myself to be answering posts right now, but people here care & they want to help.

Take care, Claire xx

 

[annie-crafts]

You can make it through this. This is a good place to get support and connect with others who are going through the same things that you are.

When I"m in a bad place, I know it helps me to just get it out. So, reach out here, it's a very supportive place and I hope you start to feel better soon.

-:blink::unsure::blink:

:console:

 

[HOW]

Having no motivation for anything is the depression. Most people here know what it's like to be called lazy or other things because of depression.

Did you ever seek professional help? (go to a doc?)

 

[mdmefontaine]

hi. .. EVERYONE that just posted before me. . . is right on the money. just today i had to listen to someone tell me i was 'worthless' and ''unlikeable'' because i am depressed. ''that person''' totally does not get it.

but here, at sf. we DO get it. we are all going through it one way or the other. it is very supportive here. i hope it is for you - we are here for you -
my pm box is always open (as are many others) and here you'll be accepted.

life is, worth staying ALIVE, for. each day brings a new chance, , , eventually you'll turn it all around . and make the life YOU want.
i care about you hun xx :hug:

 

[justafool]

I don't believe in spreading rumors of impending sunshine. It may be dark and gloomy and sorrowful for a long time to come.

So it all may come down to this question - how tough are you? It's always better to be strong than to be weak, even if there really isn't much reason for hope.

 

[Petal]

Hi User,

How old are you if you don't mind me asking?

Suicide doesn't have to be the way out. Are you seeing a doctor or therapist for your depression? If your not,please do so..they can help you, also having a therapist can really take the edge off things and help you through this and also give you the motivation you need to do what it is you want :hug: